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Jar of Hearts

2011-05-04T16:02:00.001+08:00

Jar of hearts

I know I cant take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And dont you know Im not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So dont come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ince inside your soul

So dont come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You dont get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting you jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So dont come back for me
Dont come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna caatch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Dont come back for me
Dont come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Just the way you are. :)

2011-04-18T13:41:00.002+08:00

Just The Way You Are"

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

It's been awhile..

2010-10-23T11:53:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile I never update my blog again. Feel useless havin' a blog but empty inside. Duhhh. All I can say is only, one word; HECTIC. Hectic working hours, Hectic lifestyle, Hectic on my household schedule (sounds ridiculous, but it's true) ..and really has no time to do other stuff especially writing blog. Hmmm..Im still alive here, and IF i can cope with it, I will write more here and i wil change the layout if I had extra little time. :)

I will be leaving to Penang for exhibition fair soon after SG trip then. Feels stress, but doesnt, just gonna try my best huh. NO, I should say DO my best. enjoy peeps your day. To be continued.

090810

2010-08-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

090810 was my dad's bday yest. It's not as grand as some has, but we celebrated it simple and happily. Happy belated bday dad. :)

Otanjobi Omedetoo PAPA-san. ;)

He's doing the cut.

And today thought of having dinner with my dad. cook rice and re-heat the dishes,but I think im gonna end up cook instant noodle tonight. Dad is not free and stuck at his shop atm. AND I miss my mom, I just ride her off yest night to my aunt's house in Pandan Indah, KL. And the road jam-packed with vehicles like 1am++? I was like what the heck is going on. GOSH. hmmm..and i miss her now. guess gonna have my dinner alone tonight and rest early. Need a FRESH morning working lifestyle. :)

what a week

2010-07-29T00:57:00.002+08:00

Just days ago, I was driving back home and saw someone lying down on the road and the all the cars slowed down. And worst to worst, it's raining HEAVILY. Gosh!! Oh my. I drove to toll station and asked someone to get help. Really scary though.

And yesterday itself, I saw another case scenario and it really shocked me out. A guy trying to enter a taxi behind bonnet. OMG. Is him trying to ..suicide? guess not. coz that taxi driver himself helping out that boy ( which I assumed college boy ) into his car bonnet. Creepy. They are not trying to smuggle anyone especially in public even though it's night. I guess that boy requested to enter and to avoid home guards especially strictly no outsider are allowed to enter private condos or apartments. What an experience and what a week. HAHAHA.

I have met one today.

2010-07-25T02:41:00.004+08:00

It's has been a tiring and exhausted month for me. Pack timetable, driving here and there is never easy for me but I believe as long I have the determine to make it done, I always do and do it right. Mayb it is true that virgo zodiac-people are tends to be more perfectionist as I realized I tends to be too. And I always expect better results and think for its best. I want everything to goes smoothly and be one of the best hence expect better performance. Im not giving myself any pressures, but I need pressures of my own to motivate myself sometimes. Maybe expect much perfect stuff causing my mood down especially the futsal match held on Saturday mid-night at 12am. And today, I have learnt a lesson that never expect others to be same as yourself. It all goes back to the moment when I played futsal with bunch of friends of mine. My secondary friends which I really thinks they are cool in their own way. But certain stuff that bothers me, I expect it would be a great meeting and great match though it's fun seeing them again after 4-5 years. However, not all do really change, to that extent I expect better them and I realized some really changed alot for good causes. There is this particular guy, a notorious boy perhaps the bully in school but now has changed tremendously as now a matured guy who really thinks for better improvement than others. He do changed lots from bad become good and becoming better. As a matter fact, I draw a conclusion that when people always down and faced the biggest and hardest challenges in their life, they rise back positively,eventually becoming matured in thinking which against my thoughts of when people grow older, the mature u are besides experiences. It has just taught me that never ever expect others to be perfect like yourself or better, just go with the flow and be yourself to improve. Deal with difficult challenges and situations more, and you will be thinking wisely like my friend today which I have met him during futsal session. Be humble and be yourself. Just want to share out with you guys if anyone is reading it. It's time for bed and I shall continue next time.

It's time i get my blog runs again.

2010-06-25T14:56:00.002+08:00

Yea.it's time i update my blog again.it's been awhile, i know. i dont have the chance to write it though especially busy with stuff and no line connection back home. But here i come again with nothing but an usual post again with a little unique of myself.

Firstly, I am graduated and officially working with the company that i bonded with, everything seems doing fine with the progression and am happy with that. Not realizing it, it has past half year and a WOW i should yell at, time really past too fast. really fast. I still remember i was preparing for this big final exam in april and superb busy with papers and notes and totally ignoring anyone presents. For that, Im so sorry. I just wanted to score and past my course well. :) thnx for the support and understanding all the while from you all. I guess i live with a bunch of ppl that really brings life more exciting and fun.

I got a bunch of pics with me now and i guess i need to upload it here, just to share out stuff like i got bored with papers and tutorials til i camwhore myself.hahahaha.funny me. grow up la darren! opps. Ppl might said im not grown up well just bcoz my face looks like a 15-year-old boy? damn. There's a customer said i look like 15 when i sold mattress to her. wth.hahaha.kinda hurt but who cares. im used to it and happy that i looks younger. lolx. *trying to pamper myself out*

I can think wisely enough and happy go lucky person if u know me well. :)

For now, this is my latest updates and will be updating u guys with pics and more posts!

P/s: Happy father's day DADDY even though i know u wont see it here but it comes from bottom of my heart. LOVE.

AND not to forgot, oh yea. MJ's 1st anniversary. Luv ya music.

Just a thought to share.

2010-03-05T01:57:00.006+08:00

Hmm..i came across many blogs post recently..and my fingers cant keep themselves off from the keyboards and start typing stuff here and there. No wonder, assignments is bugging them as well. Poor fingers. LOL.

It's been quite sometime that I didnt update my stuff here. I guess no one nows want to view my blog which I preferred it that way. Ppl dont watch at you what you are doing or writing. Opps, I didnt mean to ask my readers to buzz off, and you dont have too. :p Iam just guessing. Correct me if im wrong on that chat box. :)

I was walking back to my room just now, hours ago after my sports. Poor my dear racquet, need to amend those shitty string again..Arghhhh. Oh ya, was walking and saw a shinny thing moving...guess what..it's not a cat or a plane, it a girl wearing some shinning dress, glimmering and she stunned me awhile. WOW..really shinning than those car flash lights.LOL. And there she's goes..standing and waiting for her driver to come to bring her off this bored jungle uni to one of the best clubs in town.I mean KL. :)

And then i came across this one sweet couple..always together and cuddling around. Honestly, the girl isnt that pretty, erm..not to judge physically. I myself isnt that handsome though. But i always wonder why that average guy will start love status with her.(Now sounds like im judging.Damn.)

And the question goes by here:

Do you people really care what is the person look alike or physically coz the sweet couple are just enjoying life happily together and seems having some great simple time together or is there really connection so called "love blind" ? We dont judge someone's personality first? Hmmm..Love is blind..wonder like forever. Anyway,just to share out thoughts. I believe in love, and love being loved too..but i think at some certain stages, ppl dont love because u have a lovely heart inside, but love you from outside to inside more. Life is so realistic. Physical attraction still wins than true love initially. =x

R.I.P

2009-10-13T13:35:00.002+08:00

It was a shocking news when i came back to house from work late at midnight 12 last sunday. I was too exhausted that night and all of sudden, DAD: Boy, Grandpa passed away. =((((((

I was so..speechless..all of sudden. *tears almost burst out. I was talking about him few weeks ago and I barely to see him after months.=(

We were planning to visit him last two weeks ago and he was sick that time.But he was away to another state to visit my uncle. *Sob. He's 90+ this year..and I just cant accept it for these days. I remembered I talked to him and now he's gone. *tears.

Grandpa, rest in peace. . sobsss*

*Nothing gonna change my love for you.=(

2009-09-18T13:19:00.002+08:00

A wonderful yet sad week.

2009-09-18T13:07:00.000+08:00

This week has its up and down. From most happy stuff to kinda sad stuff. Everyone is leaving one by one. Friends. Sighs. Yesterday, send a friend off at KLIA to UK. =( Got to buy fren’s favorite food on the way to there and hope doing well at UK. We reached late, we thought we couldn’t make it coz the guy driver missed the road to KLIA and we are heading to somewhere we don’t really know where is it. The main highway to Johor bahru. LOL. Got lost in middle of road and we need to do a BIG U-turn back to college.gosh. Luckily we manage to get ourselves back to track and we reached KLIA on time. We run after we park, we thought we will never see our friend anymore. But luckily, we managed to meet and only few of us who came to send her off. Sad yet happy coz we are the last group of friend to meet. Hope doing well at UK and enjoy moments there. Tk care buddy.=(

Next come to most happiest moment in my life..one of the most happiest moments ok. I was way back to class, I received a call from dad. 1^st, whenever I receive call from him, either pocket money or house stuff or talking about how’s my class. Well, he asked me to wait him outside college at bus-stop. I waited and saw a black new SAGA car. OH gosh!!! I totally speechless. Really speechless. Got no other words to utter those feelings out. Shocked and just SHOCKED. Happy and same time and acting cool at the same time. ^^ BKM 6126. Wooootttt..my car! Was so happy and ppl keep on asking am I crazy, why I laugh all the time throughout the day. =) Thnx DAD and MOM for that biggest present I ever had for my birthday. *touch

Talking about birthday, I celebrated it few days ago. Really thanks a lot and really appreciate what you guys have done! My GF, Classmates, calls from overseas & msgs flood over facebook page. I can’t say more than anything else coz u guys really make my day rocks! You guys rocks. Thanks to my dear gf sook leng, a simple and meaningful birthday celebration. *hugs and kisses. Beautiful cake and awesome presents and cool birthday card. Thnx a lot dear.=)))

Come to classmates and friends from overseas, I am speechless this time. I hate you guys for making me shy and blush, coz u guys did make my day into a vy special day. Have blast celebrating it. Thnx for the cake, thnx for celebrating it with me, thnx for my friends who called me from overseas just to wish me happy birthday. It’s an expensive present I can ever accept, you guys should save credits. Thnx faiz, kaeherng. Thnx Sue and Samantha for the msgs. Thnx friends on facebook !! you guys rocks too. Online birthday card. Thnx Mimi. Thnx to everyone who wrote on my facebook wall. I replied to your msg as I capable of. Not to forget, my yumcha buddies, sorry cant went out few days with u guys, but I did at last have supper with u guys yesterday night. Hope all of my friends, no matter where you are, or you forgot to wish me, or you wish me thru heart which I prefer u guys talk to me and wish me, REALLY appreciate what you guys have done. I can’t wish for more coz you guys already that rocks! Thnx a lot. I know I say thnx a lot many times. ;)

Well, im gonna end this essay, I will only back after a week holiday off. I will not online after a week starting from now. Hope you guys do well and I will back to meet you guys again.=) Tk care! Arigatoo.

Moving on with classes as usual.

2009-09-03T22:42:00.003+08:00

Today, going classes as usual..nothing much.Just feel lazy after all.cleaning hasnt been easy for me last tuesday.clean own house,then come back college,clean my room somemo.the fan,table etc.really damn exhausted that day.So decided skip wednesday classes and only attend for today classes.too good to skip all classes, i dont want to get warning letter.;) Assignments havent done finished,and dateline is around the corner,IM NOT READY for any assignment atm especially first week for beginning of short semester. GOSH. One of my classmates non-stop talk about the assignment, I bet she has done it. Do for me too suphie! LOL.

Well, I guess im gonna do it during weekends,too bad I cant,havto work at KLCC. No choice.lifeless. nvm. I still can handle it. gonna work it harder. No more lazy bum bum. I can do it!! (encouraging myself to accept the job this weekend).sighs.

til then,adieu.

Sweeden is off.

2009-08-17T12:50:00.002+08:00

I now announce my dream to sweeden is off. BYE SWEDEN. kinda sad coz i realized my chance of going there is vy small probability after few considerations. Next year Jan semester will be my final semester in INTI and that sweeden exhange programme starts on next year JAN too.It's impossible for me to apply for Sweeden exchange programme than finish up my final year subjects to score anyhow. I was on my way to library return books just now and cross by American Education Office, was intended to ask further questions and stuff but then think twice, I made my mind. It's really bothering when im in final year now if go for Sweeden exchange programme and my dad insists me not to go if got the chance to buy car.Well,parents scare that cant guarantee me on financial purpose in case emergency.emergency for sweeden in case only.

Just finished my exam today,time flies fast and we are in August already! Wow,I still remember my 2009 new year eve celebration till now.going to graduate soon and honestly,aint ready yet for working lifestyle. Deep breathe*. Anyhow,let's think about this in couple of months later,we gonna see what's going up or down (choi*pantang) and enjoy the rest of days. Im kinda 'sad' break up with u Ms.Exam, but nevermind we gonna meet a couple weeks soon too. Treat me well if u adore me kay Ms.Exam. I already give my best just now during exam, not easy to write pages and pages in 2 hours ok.So wish me luck!! Sweeden, BYE BYE once again. =(

Mood is down.

2009-08-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

Dont know why mood is down today.Something must be bothering me.something that are important to think of. Need to clear things out.Seems like being emo-ing in room only while listening to this sad rythme song by FT Island-I missing you. Sad case la. So, I need to arise back to normal state and clear things up.First come to this is cleaning my room,sweep the floor using a broken broom.Yah,it's broken into two pieces,havto hold the bottom part to sweep the floor.Poor broom.Luckily the room is small enough for me,too small and I managed to clean it up.Looks clean now;better than previous,hairs drops here and there..either my hair is getting longer or perhaps Im too stress! Stress having exam.Oh is it that's why my mood is down.Perhaps. Down down down.I cant even bother look at it for a moment and instead of it I play FIFA games.sucks la.Wake up darren.Another paper to go and do your best.Should stop whinning around and back to normal.I cant say even more that I really down coz another one more reason.The B2B subject paper yesterday.I dont think I did my best though..worrying which part I did wrong.Im good in consoling others: Just let it go,forget the past and u did your best; but im aint good in consoling myself. Keep on think while im having lunch,inside room,playing games,sleep hours even cant non-stop thinking of it during shower.OH gosh. I shall start putting effort by now. GOD, please bless me.. Gacha Darren!!!

*Gacha is the short-form word I pick from gambatte=gambacha. Gacha Gacha Gacha!!

Gosh.Should remember this day forever.

2009-08-09T17:29:00.002+08:00

While im busy doing revision in my stuffy room, my mom called me. "Boy, you know it's your dad's birthday today?faster wish him." At that moment, I am puzzled and shocked.@.@ How could you forget. I mean me.LOL. Damn. Study too stressful and everything dad's birthday is coming,exam is tagging along too.Worst part, I havent prepared any present for HIM.fainted*. Luckily my cell phone credit still available and left RM1++ if not mistaken,Got to call him thru and wish him Happy birthday.Even my mom forgot about it too. So,cant blame me for that! =p Thought gonna add hope you pink in health and wish business always UP UP.Manatau, he seems busy.lolx.ok lah,it's me cant utter the sentences out of my mouth suddenly too.Just not used to it.All I know,as long i wish him in my heart,it's good enough.(console myself). HAHAHA. Happy Birthday Dad.^^

Another one month?!

2009-07-14T17:17:00.000+08:00

Havto wait another one month to buy car.yayaya..i know.no rush!! but just impatient waiting after dreaming to own a new car. That's why I've been busying arranging my time and stuff to search the car that im looking for.AND yes again, I choose SAGA.cheaper,affordable,looks pleasant, and almost wanted to buy the black SAGA but then yesterday when we went to the showroom, with family, another new SAGA SE will be introduced in market soon means one month exactly or one month more. Way long to go but all I have is time. SO no harm waiting another one month.sighss. SAGA Special Edition,here I come!!! colors limited to red and white. So betta red.lolx. never see before the display, wishing to see it with naked eyes in two weeks onwards.

Pics that I took from google images:

Erm..the spoiler Im not sure is it.coz what I see in the brochures back in showroom and pic from google here is totally diff.But thumbs up!
The seats look amazingly red.Leather!
Yay Babe!
The rims not sure is it that designs! so gonna check out in showroom soon!! Faster one month!
And at last. My Coming soon car.Hopefully! But the rooftop is black.why so? Taxi or sports car?doubtful 1.3 saga.

Saga or Myvi.

2009-06-30T20:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was like partially happy coz get to know more cars and survey about them.ya.Just survey betta than nothing though.Hmm.Now got three options:

A)Saga.

B)Myvi.

C)second hand Honda City(2004 model).

A) Proton Saga.Gonna choose black.
B) Perodua Myvi.Gonna choose white.
Vote vote!!Gimme ideas.Thnx. ;)

Wear green!

2009-06-25T01:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was like sick but luckily no any symptoms of H1N1 which surely scares me til death.CHOI!! Got headaches then got cough and today got luck a little i can say. Green Luck!The day started with a sorrow moody mr/ms. sky.Good morning and I like it,better than sunnymorning.So randomly decided to wear green to class.No coughing anymore.Sometimes only.Finished class earlier and saw a notice written: People who wears green come and collect free stuff. WOW!!! Ppl with green got free stuff.Cool even though it's just a green tea box.hahaha. At least,I had a kewl GREEN DAY~

Green Tea bags. Drink more tea. I wonder I will make one too. ;)
Premium Green Tea; You wont find it outside at the moment I guess and it's a new product from the brand Tupperware brands.

Tired of arguing.

2009-06-22T13:08:00.003+08:00

hmm..yesterday was father's day,I made a card and i forgot to take a pic of it as some requested put pics more on blog as it's even more interesting than only words.Totally agreed,but I just have no time to upload pics in here.My blog is simple as it can goes and not gaining attention of anyone here.Just sometimes write blog,it reminds me of the past what I have done.Funny,enjoyable things or sad experiences but not most of it.Personal stuff only can be shared amongst trusted friends.

Back to father's day,thought of buying cakes for dad,but then the cake is too big for both of us and mom isnt around to share with us.So just a simple card will do.A handmade card and drawings inside.Hope Dad will be happy with it. however,sighs..sometimes we acted that we dont even know ourselves.It's about car and we discussed it again yesterday.Perhaps Im a lil bit impatient,coz until now,parents still searching for the right cars and I shouldnt hope for it right away.The cars that have been selected in the list should be visualized more specifically including the engines,the body,the interior and etc.Therefore,I should think rationally and instead of think emotionally.So I have decided,be patient and not to have car in a quick time,and to dad and mom,choose the car slowly.I dont mind now.I can bear for almost few years of not having car,and I can wait for few more months if you guys want me to.Happy father's day.Never meant to argue.Stay healthy dad.Lurve ya.

That is not only the parts I have been arguing all the time,and Im trying to console both party,this time my buddies.Arguments happen and it's distracting us honestly.We are all grown up guys.Be mature of it but this isnt always the way we think we are.Think widely and wisely.Not gonna discuss further,boring of arguing. Love is always blind. *Adieu.

Be happy.

2009-06-12T02:28:00.003+08:00

Well well.Just feel happy and glad to talk to my Ausie friend this time.hardly to define the word happy here. LOL. wish u guys there Take Care more and wish to see u guys kkz.LOL. I know u guys know; miss each other isnt work well here though.Get back your feet back to this land one day and we shall meet. Gambatte no matter what u guys are working on. Im always here to support u all. =) Happy to be happy again. =)

Scary suprise!

2009-06-09T00:16:00.002+08:00

Damn.It is now passed 12.16am here and someone just scared me all of sudden appear at my door.It's a him and a black guy trying to enter my room and asked for money to buy cigarettes.Are you crazy?? Askin' and wanted to borrow money from ppl middle of night?? And dude, I dont really know you and you're asking money $$ from me?? Siao lang. I got suprised and shocked and of coz definitely I denied any possible to reject that person intention. I said NO,NO and NO.I dont have. And he must be thought I dont understand english well and he went off.Crazy ppl.Buzz off.LOL. The lesson I have learned is never open your door widely middle of night. Careful dudes and chicks in INTI especially or those who are living in apartments or hostel.Same to you.Careful & Close door!! ;)

Partially passed

2009-06-08T13:01:00.003+08:00

Well..I have been busy these few days. Firstly, let me make things straight out. I did admit I drunk that night at Quattro and that's was my first time drunk,which an embarassment.LOL.But I still remembered all the things going on that night and no ppl was injured in making me drunk.Stupid. I mean myself stupid. SO,apparently,I didnt challenge ppl for doing-what-so-ever binge drinking coz I really dont know that's signal to challenge someone in drinking especially.DAMN.I honestly dont know,and the reason Im not telling anyone coz im not ready to tell. whateva. That's the word I always used last time,but now try not to use 'whateva' coz it sounds pissed off.lol.whateva. This is the first time I went down club after JANuary farewell party and make myself drunk especially in Quattro.Pathetic.There were reasons I drunk btw.Everything seems to be happen continuously. Well,it's another farewell party for my KLANG buddy and coincidence happen to be someone imitate me on myspace.com. Im sure if u read the post below,it's all bout that F**king imitator.opps.no bad words i promise. It reminds me of the previous farewell party. Miss-ing ppl. SIGHS.

"Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face.'"

"Some day I feel broke inside,but i wont admit.Sometimes I just wanna hide' cause it's you I miss.And it's hard to say GOODBYE when it comes to these rules. " Goodbye Yeo Zhen Yuan. TC.

p/s: Miss u ~ sue,kaeherng,sam & faiz.TC too. KKZ

after that farewell party for my KLANG buddy, the following next few days later was my mom's birthday.2nd June. Nothing much I can prepare for her.Just a simple msg to say : I love you mom,happy birthday!! ;)

Few days later,on 5th June.It's my GF's berday.I manage to make thing goes well. Happy birthday sweetheart.♥

On 8th June,my buddies's berday.Happy birthday to Goh Chen Hau aka Ah Beng(Klang),Monika-Inti, Wei keng-Inti.Happy birthday guys.Stay happy and healthy.

And now heading to father's day.making a handmade card for him.Happy Advanced Father's day,DAD.Love you,simply from my heart.

Love you guys.♥

Shuuuhhhh..Quiet.

2009-05-30T03:37:00.008+08:00

Wondering when a person doesnt speak as normal,it does bring impact to everyone that the particular person having some kind of problem which I honestly dont.Im just not feeling to talk and there's nothing going on me,no ppl make me sad or annoy...WAIT.talking about sad or annoy,there is something more interesting happened today than wondering why im not talkin' in class or response quickly or crazy or somesays i talk crap alwayz, the thing is SOMEONE,an F**king user aka a POSER imitates me on a fake profile.Everything about me is wrong except my name Darren. And Im not a jap/filipino and i not a vege since 13,which f**ker says that??i eat meat kay.Get real and stop acting as me.I really cant believe someone imitates me when I came across this myspace profile after one of friend revealed it to me.GOSH.What's wrong with this guy..or is it a female ? Get lost from my life and go get a BF, u stupid user. DAMN him or her,why want to imitate and be miserable about yourself which this blady poser have much time to make a good profile being me and LINKED to my original profile saying 'I AM A FAKER'. what is the problem with u.sighsss.

http://www.myspace.com/darrenquek_aishiteru_han [ This is the F**king iritating poser that imitates me on MySpace!!! ] Hasta La Vista Babe,it's time to report abuse and u gonna be screwed!!

----> Screw Him/Her Poser [ http://www.myspace.com/darrenquek_aishiteru_han ]

Not a good day for night market(pasar malam)

2009-05-28T01:47:00.007+08:00

We(few friends and I) went to pasar malam(night market) today ..and there's alotz things to eat and buy.We were enjoyin' all the environment and crowded of ppl which we dont really like that part.As usual,I will go for my favorite drink,which is call Matt Dou Yao,a chinese herbal drink and foods over there. As time past,it's been already midnight around 12 and it's time for us to leave and soon we drove back.But unfortunately,it's not a good day for pasar malam as we came across police inspection which we are not afraid of those cops, stop us to the side of roads and issued summons.The reason of summons was b'coz my friend was speeding over the limit with just slightly average speeding,109 km/h over 90 km/h.SIGHS.Well,what do u think happened after that?Im sure u guys know.BERES-Lah. what else. U know, I know. Malaysians particularly know. SIGHS. Conclusion,it's not a good day in the end of day.Not for pasar malam. =( The most funniest thing is if we could just turn in other road which we missed out and were planning to use another main road back to college, we could just avoid those *find-food blue uniform hunting down for us. They are HUNGRY for us and desperate to take care of us. So drivers out there especially be careful ya. They might hunt u as well. What I mean is, blue uniform..means careful with those blue-uniform bodyguard aka JAGA in college.haha.LOL. For your information, INTI unversity college no longer only exist 'YELLOWMAN'( DIGIman) BUT also the BLUEMAN-aka find-food blue-uniform MAN. ;)

A new car?Hopefully.

2009-05-24T23:44:00.006+08:00

Hmm...today im slightly happier as i have been grumpy for whole week which i dont know why im acting that way..perhaps im getting older and all my classmates said i nag them too much.hahaha.Being grumpy is no good,makes us look old. LOL .Back to the topic,im slightly happier is bcoz im going to get a car by next month..hooorayyyyyy!! Definitely is not a luxury or those branded cars somehow..it's a Myvi.For those who dont know what is a Myvi,it's a national car and it's just an affordable and nice to drive car.LOL. Hopefully,my dream came true of having a car!! I've been waiting for this quite long enough and it's time for me to drive it myself.Hopefully!! Adieu.

Boring INTI street party 2009

2009-05-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

What a boring INTI street party for me this time.Never thought will be kinda boring.Less food and all new faces.Perhaps it's time to remind me Im gonna leave INTI soon and let those younger ppl to enjoy.sounds like im so old.LOL.which i dont look like 22.But im sure im matured enough inside and think wisely.Clubbing on street of INTI isnt my type..just dont feel like wana dance but kinda of enjoying the song.the new english songs definitely..not interesting in mixed indian song at the moment.I try my best to adapt with those mix songs k.Bought coconut water which i thought it will refresh my mood and chillin' but in the end feel disappointed.Just like any plain water with ice inside it.I wonder that malay guy give wrong drinks. ;) Being randomly, I want JD ! JD!! LOL.long time didnt drop out to club and enjoy myself out.Anyone wana date me out for club??LOL. Didnt go club since kaeherng's farewell party in Barcelona.So if u guys got any event,call me out.Just want to enjoy my FINAL year in INTI before go SWEEDEN or stay finished my degree paper in INTI University.That's all for today.Hope tomorrow will be more another interesting chapter of my life! Adieu.

Blur blur

2009-05-14T16:54:00.003+08:00

These days really totally blur out.Just dont know why.wonder why.Maybe because of the weather too hot caused me couldnt concentrate on things or perhaps im just heavily thinking of something.something that need to be done quickly.hmmm..SWEEDEN & FINAL year.kinda of worried.Hope everything goes smoothly.Darren oh darren.

UCSI(Sedaya Uni) Lecture Day.

2009-05-11T18:37:00.004+08:00

Today, i have experienced new stuff going on in other uni. UCSI here i come! Most funniest thing is, just to join UCSI classes, I skipped my INTI uni classes.LOL. It might sounds silly or crazy but why not;it just another way enjoyin' college life from other point of perception. I have to wake up at 7am and make it before 10am there,of coz definitely sitting train and buses.NO car at the moment.still a student tag on me.Once i reached and sit inside my GF's class,which is nothing to do with my course and hers; Marketing & Food Science but yet interesting facts about human body.ALL I remember is i learnt something called 'TIC TAC TOE' grid.What a term given by scientist.It represent 9 parts of human body if not mistaken.Whateva.It reminds me of playing tic tac toe in 1 hour lecture class.Of coz the lecturer didnt question who am i and what the heck Inti uni student doin' in his class,coz too many students and he cant remember anyone of us..no..is anyone of them.lol.BUT I have to admit one thing; he really damn HAMSAP lou.(means pathetic Porn-ist lecturer).Perhaps he should change course to maternity than keep on digging the sex stories non-stop til u cant back to the topic of lecture.Sighs. Poor him,he just cant resist his energy in teaching SEX in classes.

P/S: To particular that lecturer: Are you watching too many porn in classes scene act? I guess is NO doubt.LOL.

But thnx to stupid INTI Uni,morning call me middle of morning at 5 am and caused me cant concentrate in that food science class ( I do pay a lil attention in that lecture class ok ;p), But that is not the main point.WHAT THE F**K are you doing fogging middle of morning at 5am when everybody is sleeping except the 'yellowman' ( INTI Bodyguard which i doubt they never sleep too) huh .It really annoys and I gonna complain about it to accommodation office or spread bad news if u guys never notice us anything about fogging middle of morning and noises that caused me cant sleep well last night.KNS. AND who the hell so smart ask u guys fogging at 5am. Very smart fellas. DAMN irritating okay. If u dont sleep,dont make us dont sleep or else I will make u guys wont sleep peacefully everyday.OPSS.Anger is almost over the limit. Watch out u guys,if tonight i heard any noises of fogging machine, I gonna shout and screw u guys. Dont try me.Once u try, hari hari mau.sounds so wrong.BUT plz,give a good rest of nitez'. PEACE.

Happy Mama's Day

2009-05-10T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today is mama's day and i wish all the mum outside happy mum's day.Stay healthy and happy always especially to my mum. Well, I was on the way back to uni just now and chatted with my dad. Dad said this time he really like the gift that i gave to my mum. Guess what, it's just a simple gift,not a card this time, but small gift which is chicken essence drinks. The most important thing is not only i gave to my mum the gift that i bought,but also to my aunty which I never forget about her too.Mum staying with her currently and I dont adore both of them. And i told my mum the gift is bought by not only me,but included my dad too even though i bought it. It doesnt matter who bought it, it matters when everyone is happy. As long mum and dad are happy, I feel even more happier. Hope this is the best mum's day that i can show to her and not excluded my aunty. I promise i will buy things for them if i have the capable to do so.I aint rich,but I will treat them if i have salary working. THNX mom and dad for the care all these time.I always love you mum and dad in my heart even though it's hard to utter sometimes.LOL. Happy mom's day. ;)

Sauna-ism.

2009-05-08T12:50:00.002+08:00

Damn.the weather is really killin' us.Damn FREAKing HOT day and night.I cant sleep the whole last night and was sweating all the night till have to sleep naked in my bed.opps.but it's true.Sleepless night and it's pathetic seriously.I have class at 8am and i didnt get enough sleep and was late to my morning class.sighs.it's like sleeping in a sauna room,so i guess those sauna shop can terminate their services and start investing on water bed..hahaha.At least, ppl feel cooling when sleeping on water bed on such a HOT day.LOL. Really sighs living in very very hot environment. Well,poor ppl like me dont have air-cond in my room and i dont do pollution.LOL. Hope later soon will rain at least.I need rain,I need Rain-ism. ;)

Think BIG.

2009-05-06T00:32:00.002+08:00

Back to college again and lifestyle is diff again.I was working til last sunday and now im studying back to same old routine life.time flies pretty fast huh.and all back to enrolment,classes and clean room again.Hate cleaning room..dust all around and staying ground floor isnt easy to maintain cleanliness. Sighs. I gotta start study seriously this semester and more effort than previous semester as final year has arrived.left one year to graduate and im off to work.working life pretty boring too sometimes,working on labour day,what else can u think of.when we are in coll,we always think working life is good than college life.and when comes to work,reversely happen.

And today itself,i chatted to one of the Head of Programme;And she told me the sweeden exchange programme is re-open application..and i can apply according to her.At the moment,I was so excited but then..when come to decision..we need to think alot factors before agree-ing.Everything..which i contribute the decision that i wont able to go.hopefully i can make a good decision that i wont regret the rest of my life.I have done mistakes and regretting and hurting ppl indirectly which i didnt meant to.sometimes it just not easy.duhh.Think BIG.Is that worth it?Should I go for it?hmm..

Semester Break!

2009-04-21T16:43:00.002+08:00

Hey guys and gals, I will off for two weeks and unable to online.hope u guys enjoy and gambatte on what you are doing..exam or watching movie..just enjoy the days. I have had enough with my peak hours and peak days with ASSignmentzz and exam almost everyday including weekend. Really tired and exhausted as my day has turned upside down for the past few weeks. I slept in morning and woke up like a ghost in night and study the whole night almost everyday.can consider as ZOMBI?lmao. I guess INTI Nilai yellowman guard can retired,let me be the guard coz I see u guys sleeping everytime i pass thru the blocks in midnitez.opps! LOL.

Til then, I will be back soon! So miss u guyz.HAPPY Hols & GAMBATTE( for those who having exams!) ;) Ja ne.

Can i achieve what I hope for?

2009-04-03T08:46:00.007+08:00

What a hectic week.It's been awhile i haven't update myself to everyone, busy in doing paperworks and presentation and enjoyin' some the moments before i left college for next semester and final year. Well,i just feel not to waste any minutes when im still tagging myself as a student. I do work part time for exhibition fair and things do not goes as what i expected. In the end of exhibitions which i work apparently two days, sales that i made is really damn poor and below expectation.Perhaps i m not focussing on my job more than my assignments. I am so desperado finding for new customers to purchase the stuff and in the end of day,it seems the luck has deactivated themselves at the moment.Kinda of upset though.

AND this week itself,i find myself most the time being outside of the college instead of doing my revision for exams.I have steamboat gathering with my fellow classmates last mon,i have a unplanned malacca trip last tues,and i have another movie date yesterday with my klang friend which i promised him last week; and all i can say is SIGHS.I have enough play and it's time to get serious. I have spent the time wasted just like that,and im gonna start it now by today not to go anywhere except very very very important circumstances or events.

That simple.Really hate to flung my papers in final and should score it.
Hmmm..wondering,....Can i achieve what i hope for?
I shall never give up. AI-tings DarrenQ!!

Saddening.

2009-03-08T13:33:00.000+08:00

Pregnant woman raped

By : Lee Shi-Ian

Two forced themselves on her while boyfriend watched.

SEPANG: A woman, who is in her fifth month of pregnancy, was assaulted and raped by two men after being abducted near her home here on Wednesday.

The 18-year-old woman suffered bruises and cuts and is warded at Serdang Hospital.

The incident occurred on Wednesday night when the victim was leaving her house in Tanjung Sepat on a motorcycle.

A car stopped in front of her. Three men alighted, dragged her off the motorcycle and bundled her into the car.
They took the woman to an oil palm estate in Sungai Pelik where four other suspects were waiting, including her boyfriend.

The woman was shocked to see her boyfriend and asked what was happening. Two of the suspects then grabbed her, assaulted her and ripped off her clothing.

The two took turns to rape her while the boyfriend watched impassively. When the ordeal was over, she was asked to leave.

The victim walked out of the estate and stopped a passing motorist who took her to a police station. She lodged a report and was taken to the hospital.

Sepang police chief Superintendent Zahedi Ayob said police had identified two suspects and their photofits had been distributed to all police stations.

Just one word: S.A.D

2009-02-14T03:20:00.002+08:00

Just one word..only one word.SAD. Every single friends are leaving to overseas. cant do anything about that but to wish them happy and enjoy. happy to know that. sighs. Sayonara~

Hope everything goes smoothly.

2009-02-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

It's hard to say what we dream of or what we want in life,it is just sometimes wont happen or achieve it.It's pretty sad and moodless when we are having family problems and matters that cant be avoided.All I can do now is hoping everything goes smoothly and pray hardly everyday.
Sometimes I feel that I hate to listen family problems coz it's involve me and I just hate it coz I cant help anything.Definitely we feel reckless and unhappy when we dont have the capability to help.Sighs.My dad was talking to me in car on the way back to university.He told me alotz of things going on especially that we having somesort of financial problems and arguments happens between dad and mum.

Well,if u ask me why,I definitely wont tell u the specific on how the story goes unless u're my closest closest buddy which i have faith on you.sorry. Just that the word 'trust' is important sometimes that we just need help to solve it and things doesnt happen according our way.And I feel like,there's only two ways for me to avoid being burden,one is hope I graduate quickly and get a job quickly so that I can help;second,I hope i never grow up and I hate to be grown up person,coz when we are child,we dont need to think and feel guilty of ourselves that as a child,we need to help and doing everything we could to solve it.*Whinning around. Or else,if i believe in destiny,I hope there's miracle that can happen to sort things out which is tiny percentage of chance it could happen.God bless us.God,please bless my family.I dont want anything except the best for my parents.I will do anything as long u just make my parents happy for what they have sacrificed all this years.Just anything.Too bad,Im the only child and no siblings to count or share too.
All I had is friends,and I dont tends to share sad stuff out.It's kinda of privacy though.

Definitely this blog is made not for some credits,but just a place that i can say it out betta than i kept myself inside.Closest frenz will understand what I felt.OK.Im done sulking again.Adieu.

No choice.

2009-02-06T18:49:00.002+08:00

Do i have a choice?sunday need to help out mum at stall again.mum and dad asking me for a favour.it's not easy though.cant decline.have to work on sunday.sighs.

It do really hurts.

2009-02-06T05:17:00.004+08:00

It do really hurts.I just cant stand it or bear it anymore.I hope it goes away quickly.Oh Plzz.I really need time to recuperate and overcome it.It might sounds harsh.Just....*whinning.I dont like whinning but I really cant stop.whateva.Adieu.I dont care about it anymore

Cny is just like normal days

2009-02-05T17:16:00.004+08:00

It has been few weeks i havent updated my blog..I was so keen to write blog at my home suppose to be..but cant access to the net,only can update it when im back college.There's alot sad,difficulties experiences but then im now had overcome it and totally forget most of the sad stories.Anyhow,my CNY not as great as anyone this year..I didnt go for visiting as no transport to go out and meet frenz..no visiting relatives as alwayz each year coz arguments happen amongst family members.So,my angpow getting lesser and lesser every year.But im used to it now.No angpow oso still can survive.I hope i can go enjoy CNY gamble and visiting but it's not my choice to go for it as i need to work and help mum during CNY after 1st day and 2nd day.Helping mum at stall selling western food is the most tiring and quite challenging as we need to cook fast,take order fast and alotz of ppl on that week.Sighs.It's time to grown up and forget about all those enjoyment of CNY.Money comes 1st,that's what my mum think of.cant blame her coz dad still having financial problem these few weeks.Well,I pray hard for him everytime and tell myself to stay strong and score in my studies.Not born as a wealthy or moderate family alwayz havto suffer 1st.SO when comes to CNY,there is alwayz no CNY for me,it's like normal day oni.However,another part i like myself is i dont easily exposed my feeling to anyone,everyone just think im a jovial type of person and playful kinda of person.Well,in heart,I am not and likes to whine and sulk alotz.Closest frenz to me will understand me better and deeper.that's all.Hope life gets better.Adieu.

DuckyLover

2009-01-19T10:03:00.006+08:00

White Duck: I am lonely here.Anyone..

Yellow Duck: Hey there Sexyyyy.Wuz up.
White Duck: I dont speak American English.UK plz.
Yellow Duck:*(&%$#.NO,let's speak Malaysian English then.Jom Mamak.
P/S: Everyone proud using their own country ascent or english BUT no to malaysian english=Manglish in fact.

White Duck:So cheap ah go mamak.I want go Al-Salam.
Yellow Duck: Are u trying to court me?Let's go Al-Salam.My treat.

Climax..Dont disturb both of us kissing.We are the Duckylovers!! Adieu.Keep on kissing sexy! ;)

Sad Case.

2009-01-16T00:37:00.005+08:00

I was shocking reading this news online.A lady driver drag body without realising it.Read it.It's sad case.

2009/01/15(www.nst.com.my)

She drove for 2km with a body in tow

MACHANG: For two kilometres on Tuesday, Aminah @ Rosiah Putih drove without realising she was dragging the body of a woman under her car.

It was raining heavily and visibility was low, so when Aminah saw something on the road, she thought it was a garbage bag.

She could not avoid the "garbage bag" and so ran over it.

When she reached home, she had difficulty getting her car into her driveway, so she alighted from the vehicle and was shocked to see a pair of legs sticking out from underneath her car.

District police chief Deputy Superintendent Shahurinaim Jais said the woman underneath the car was motorcyclist Zalina Musa, who had earlier been involved in an accident with a 12-year-old cyclist.
He said Zalina crashed into the cyclist in Jalan Labok-Joh at 7.25am.

"The area was dark and the victim was riding without lights when she collided with SK Labok Year Six pupil Amin Shukran Atizi of Taman Ilmu, who was cycling against the flow of traffic.

"The boy fell on the grassy roadside and broke his right arm while Zalina lay sprawled on the road before Aminah's Proton Iswara ran over her," Shahurinaim said.

A post-mortem at the Machang Hospital determined that Zalina, a clerk at SK Pangkal Meleret, was killed in the initial accident when she hit her head on the road after falling off her motorcycle.

Poor Shuz & Colleague

2009-01-13T22:05:00.009+08:00

Firstly,Pity my SHUZ aka shoes. From last semester till today, my friend get sick of me keep on repeating my shoes is torn!! Well,I just need more time to bring it to cobbler to stitch the sport shoes. Almost make it torn when playing Badminton and basketball just now.POOR SHUZ.

Next,thnx to my colleague while im not around.My comeback customer trying pillows in our showroom and try pillows for hours.And my colleague was working alone today and she havto serve that customer long enough.Poor her.Thx for helping me out!!

*Getha showroom.A mattress showroom. www.getha.com.my

Still remember last year CNY celebration

2009-01-13T11:24:00.002+08:00

It's a week more to go for chinese new year and i cant believe it's almost here.I still remember last year CNY celebration and time is really flying fast.OR Im the one getting older and dont aware about time.22 year-old this year and doesnt make any different coz my soul is still young and acting like teenagers.GROW up dude.adolescence now.GOSH.I dont even feel im 22.everyone seems mature looking but i still acting like a childish boy who like to torture lecturers & friends and make fun of them.lol.im not evil person will make jokes till hurt one feeling.Just gestures.

I wonder 2009 will be another good year for me.Well,once my DEC 08 salary came out, I have to straight away borrow all my salary to him.Simple reason,he's my dad and he's in trouble of financial prob in business.I should be noble enough and proud to be a loyal and good son,BUT I cant make it.deep insidfe heart saying that's all my hardworking effort to earn those money.I mean everyone is hoping to spend much of the money on themselves,more easier pamper myself.I shouldnt selfish and think postively.AS LONG EVERYONE closest to ME is HAPPY. AND wish u guys happy too. happy 2009.adieu 2008.

H.E.R.O

2008-12-28T13:08:00.002+08:00

Today i crossed Sg.Long street if u know where is it,it's located in Kajang. I was tapao-ing my lunch and saw this uncle. He is a friend of my dad and saw him selling western food. When i look at him, I feel pity for him.But life is up and down. He having a financial crisis the other day. He cant settle all the bills which costly roughly around 3 to 4k.Honestly, he isnt a gambler type of person or a a social drinker, but a normal guy who need to take care of one sick son and sick wife since last time. Poor him.Why I mention about him is because at first I thought he just a lazy fat guy who doesnt wanted to work and alwayz a borrower. My hero,my dad itself gave him,not to say gave..borrow him 1.5k to help and sort the problem out. I was kinda pissed off at beginning bcoz we having financial problem too.And he still insists want to help his friend. Yes,he can help but not with sum of 1.5k..It's sounds normal to anyone,but for me,it's a large amount.Sighs.I aint any rich guy,i wish too. And after i listen to my dad's explanation, I learnt one new thing:
HELP ppl if you can still help.Forget about wealthy or not wealthy, IF u have to capability to help ppl, u should contribute. DONT be selfish.

This is a good way to learn,but too bad in reality,we dont see these such person anymore,perhaps there are and maybe people who are reading my blog,thnx..but i can say in my life, i have met alotz of selfish ppl. It's aint wrong, just my experience and im sharing out.
DAD, I alwayz admire u.My HERO.

Duckylover-summary end of 2008

2008-12-21T02:45:00.003+08:00

well guys or gals..i've been lazy and busy these days for months and at last im back again whinning around just to share out with u all.i going thru a rough month especially this dec 08 coz certain things have occured and unstoppable. It's not easy for me to handle and it's alwayz hard paths to choose anyway.
today itself there's a customer made me pissed off and scolded me in front of everyone which is not my fault anyway. My colleague was away for vacation and he didnt take fully responsible of letting know the customer itself. I've tried to explain the situation,and all i got is BAD words and BAD mood.(*^&^&%).

AND i got misunderstood not only for that particular situation,i got misunderstood from my boss itself coz my colleague never think properly before say it out! How dare he said that LADIES WORLD magazine is belong to me which i dont read ladies magazine and dont even understand chinese words??*&%&^$!!!

Suan pa(in chinese means forget bout it).
I have no idea and IM INNOCENT kay...SIGHS!!!

lazy to write..to be continued..thnx for viewing guys.

16 S.E.P.T

2008-09-15T22:59:00.002+08:00

I never thought 16sept is a big day.too many things goin on.yea,some of u might know what will happen on this 16 sept,especially if u're Malaysian,i think u guys or gals will know about. Not to say it is a historical day which is fall on Malaysia Day,it also one the crucial day for everyone. The opposition party will take over the ruling government and form a new cabinet.The question is..will this happen?will it cause riots?will all the people in Malaysia get scared by this 16sept day or just a rumours??? Well,i wonder too.

Coz it's my birthday is fall on 16sept too.sighs.Should i go city to celebrate my berday or should i stay in university and lay back in my room.too many question marks in my mindset now. yea,it's just a birthday and i should lay back or perhaps just meeting some friends and eat cake but too bad this is my 21st birthday, and usually ppl in Malaysia especially chinese will celebrate their 21st birthday as big as possible. hope i had a chance to organise a birthday party huh..but too bad family 'boh lui'(hokkien) aka having financial problems and no doubt no birthday party should play its part in our family life. No money,no talk..that's what ppl alwayz do say these days.

Hope there will be no riots going on and I am able to celebrate it with my loved ones.till then..adios.

Im B.a.c.k!!

2008-09-04T01:20:00.003+08:00

No more 'prison' break.back to coll 'prison' de.so sienz here.haha.now everyone waiting for season4 prison break geh..but i want supernatural season 3...too bad i cant find person who had it..zzzz..
back to coll and class started de..kinda boring sometimes.and the internet connection sux.sighs.
luckily all my subs passed.yepie.=)if not,gonna meet mr.eco and ms.statistic again lo.fuhh*(relieve).

In the past two weeks, i went watch a movie entitle 'Mirrors' and 'Death Race'..and both movies rocks! A good selection of movies.my suggestion u guys shud watch it k. i give 4 1/2 star rating for both movies.=)

Sighs,sighs,sighs! My favourite korean artist is in Singapore and cant meet her..my Song hae Kyo..lolx.she cut short hair de le..lolx.quite pretty.lolx.

she's in singapore with hyun bin for shooting yesterday,3th sept 08.miss her.adore her.haha.lolx.

0800-First meeting with Mr.Exam aka Mr.Eco.

2008-08-11T11:02:00.003+08:00

First day of exam week:Just had meeting with Mr.Eco. Luckily Mr.Eco not that tough this time,but i still miss some of the questions that he asked.hmm..not easy though.However,at last im relieved that i just finish my meeting with Mr.Eco.Good thing.hooray.still left one more paper to go.But,pity one of my friends. She cant meet Mr.Eco this morning at 8 because she too tired+sick. She missed it and Mr.Eco not going to entertain her.She will only meet him next semester.P.I.T.Y her. Hope she 's fine now. And hope she tough enuff to go thru this sad process.Life goes on anyway.=)

Bye bye to Mr.Eco.lolx.Dowan to see next sem.lolx.Hopefully*(praying hard.)

080808.

2008-08-09T17:16:00.005+08:00

Happy 080808.last night ceremony was dazzling and exciting.never thought that will be so many ppl and full of excitement. There is continuous fireworks goin on and explode to the sky brighter.But beyond those fireworks goin on,do u noe it brings pollution??it not to say i banned fireworks strictly but dont u all realize it's over too much of fireworks explode? too much till it sounds like bombings.sighs.anyhow,peace for polar bears and ice melting in north pole.they cant celebrate like us.*sad. i dont know that im so worried bout global warming stuff,but it's true the weather getting worse and worsen.the weather getting hot in here because of haze etc.And global warming is one of the factors too.

too much fireworks??pollution?Olympic Beijing 2008.

Pity polar bear in that pic.cant join us.stay Peace.

And another thing i really dont understand,too formal huh?and too muchie of orange?lol.

Silent killer: B.o.o.k.s

2008-08-09T13:55:00.006+08:00

i m being random this time.coz the books are killing me silently.read and read and read non stop.Mr.Exam is waiting for me to sort out probs.I wont forget k Mr.Exam,monday we meet rite.lol.Im being crazy* aka siao* in my own world de.lol.
I slept at 6am this morning and Dr.Rae has taught me something useful other than playing games that wasting alot of time which is editing pics.Hooray!why am i so happy.lol.(cold jokes).

To Dr.Rae = thnx for teaching.Quite fun and wuliao to do when we're boring.
To little pinkie = not every guy in this planet spend their time Dota.coz i dont play Dota-ing,warcraft.i play other games oni.lol.

playing uno cards?lol.
before edit.
after edit.lol.
edit-edit-edit...no photoshop or watsoeva.juz change the level of color and saturation.lol

Brutal Killing!!sighs.

2008-08-07T15:57:00.005+08:00

I think this world is changing upside down.Too many tragic and too many ppl are commiting to it.What's wrong with this world de?U are human,im human...and all does change us into different person is our religion and races.Religion is suppose to guide ppl into goodness and live in a harmony surrounding. But now all i can see too many hatred goin on.Hey,c'mmon. Where is the everyone's discretion aka 'budi bicara'(malay) aka 'leung sam'(cantonese) huh?Is the world blind now?bombings,rape,killing here and there..sighs.Im boring hearing it myself even though in living in this small country itself named Malaysia. Not enough of hearing, i saw a video of brutal killing of a lady. i was wtf,wth,&%%!!..and i was so suprised. After myself watching this brutal killing,im asking myself..is this for real?And it seems real.sighs.

What wrong with this world??????
u guys betta watch it urself.I have no comments and no one is taking action to save the women in the video.What's goin on...where's the rights and justice.*fuhhhhh.

Here's the link.

http://www.truveo.com/kecurangan-seorang-pompuan/id/1941965405

Small Genting Trip

2008-08-05T14:47:00.000+08:00

Last Wed was public holiday for N9 aka Negri Sembilan state and bunch of monkey excluded me had planned a small unxepected trip which is to Genting.Whalao.And the next day we come back late and I have to skip class.ECO class ah.die*. Lecturer saw me last fri on the sidewalk and ask me copy notes.fuhhh~ Luckily.

On the go.Inti Bus Station.

The two other guys coward.Dont dare to play.

Let's play swinging.lol.

Er,I dono why the waitress ask for my name and wrote it but sounds cool.lol.

Coke Float my favouritez!

Cb Chew acting cute.vomit*

I like Black!Do you?

In 'airport'.

Cheers! Salute!

So scare take pics for wat.lol.

Bon-Odori Festival- My frenz's frenz took those pics.

2008-07-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

Japanese gals.REAL ones.lol
Stadium Mastsuhita,Shah Alam.

Mgt203-After presentation INTI.

2008-07-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

After MGT203 presentation dated 25th July 08.

Serious abit take pics leh.=p

The future CEO.ahem! Only me geh.lol. The CRAP co.

Denish drunk again huh?i cant face it anymore.lol.

Mercedes E200 in Trenggnu?

2008-07-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

This is too much leh.What's wrong with Perdana V6 and why the country politics are getting worst to worst.sighs. And from previous statement and financial report,shows that all Perdana V6 cars were sent to workshop many things for repair and guess wat..billions of costs..where is the money??omg. is that y malaysia cant subsidize the fuel aka petrol as can buy new cars especially Mercedes for all Exco members in terengganu?sighs..
last year, the country just sent a Malaysia astronout went to space to perform praying in space etc.??it's costs more than billions of money to send a person to space and if u visit www.nasa.com,Malaysia astronout is just only a passenger.and now this year,Malaysia claimed cant subsize the petrol money ady..c'mon.the billions of money can save alot of lives and children starving and begging for foods in poor countries and improve Malaysia betta.if that sending astronout can repositioning Malaysia in worldwide,why recently this year in International Brand World Conference, Malaysia is placed second last for brand image.sighs.Are we going to the right track? Everyday we can see 1st page in newspapers,politics politics and POLITICS.sighs.how bout global warming?we are all humans no matter wat races.where is concern bout the world?*think.

Exhausted day.sighs.

2008-07-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

Today so 'kelian'(pity) leh. 4 hours of sitting in front of the class and listen to classmates's presentation skills. Our Inti businessman really torturing us indirectly. Mr.Michael is his name. He insists us to have presentation class from 2pm to 6pm. Can u imagine that...my buttock oso starting to get pain de.
And to get rid of it,the boring-ness in the class, few fellas of us decided go out awhile to the sidewalk cafe and buy some .....to be continued...

Wannabe apart of you too!!

2008-07-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

Gimme gimme what i want(mat kool's song if u guys still remember).lol.
Well,the thingy i want is to be apart of u guys------->the bloggers!!! Lolx.

One of my best fren, Samantha Alina Wulff, aka Sam-ma-atha has encouraged me to start blogging last nite, 15th July 08 actually geh.. in middle of doing assignment(-_-lll) which i felt lazy+malas to do those paperwork and ended up watching movies in my lappie.hehe.

As a beginner, honestly, im totally blank out and dont really how to write my post well. I have to admit my english not tat gud as the others..(manglish)..(paisheh)..but i will try to give good posts to my blog k.
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Dreaming of Pinkbeach,Bahamas and Sweden

2008-07-16T02:06:00.000+08:00

Itik lover alwayz dreaming and daydreaming..there's a pile of assignment need to be done and im dreaming of goin vacations.sighs.i want go kl jalan2 middle of nite geh.dustin,erlina,levi,rae dey ol go tak ajak geh..sob..emo*

sweeden oh sweeden.im not a good decision maker.if i really wanted to go sweeden,then i sure apply the students exchange programme form.but why didnt i?it took 6months of being to sweeden and i might missed classes and my frenz..but then,it's not easy to go Sweeden..and now still dono whether got chance to go onot..mayb im not selected.sighs.i want to travel!! lol.